The scenario is always the same.
I play it over and over and..
In my bewildered and shattered mind.
And each time is like the first,
Always fresh, always brand new.
I turn hot and cold I tremble,
As I imagine it, Imagine you..
Finding me alone,
In half lit shadows.
And you..
Looking into my face
My eyes.
Finding me, and moving slowly forward,
To where I am.
And all the time,
Looking into my face my eyes.
Lifting your hands, softly holding my face,
And you leaning forward,
Leaning down to where I am.
Gently raising my face to your opening mouth,
Reaching mine, finding mine, touching mine.
And yo
The moon is full and at its height,
Send my magic on its flight,
Ethereal glow let my love flow,
To the heart of one below.
And..
Fill his soul and make it whole,
With all my love from you above,
Phantom moon of mystic night,
Fill his heart with love so bright,
Then tear from him and give to me,
His love for all eternity!
O hear my sighs and incantations,
Take away his consternation!
See my candle burning bright,
Sweet smell of incense fills the night.
See the shadow of your goddess,
And bring his love,
More love, not less!
Magical moon my heart does burn,
Watch me sway and chant and quiver
Do not turn from this shimmering
Golden and precious..
Translucent pearls of perfect love.
Each precious treasured one..
Bearing a thought..
A memory..
A pain..
A hurt..
A joy.
Conceived in my mind..
And born in my eyes.
Born in love..
Die in despair.
Silent visual agony..
Viewed the same..
Though each one different.
Mirrors of my soul.
Each one..
A declaration of love..
Bearing messages..
Of my grief.
Sensitive and fragile..
Kind and sympathetic..
Cleansing my heart..
And my soul..
Of my pain.
Delicate formations..
Born in a memory..
And.. those yet to be.
Conceived in love..
Await the consummation..
Of my heart..
With my hurt.
Each one..
A
I take my measured paces to the door.
Feeling as if I'm stepping into my hearts death.
And reaching you..
I let you in.
I glance at you..
And my mind shifts.
Is that me leaving you..
To your own devices..
After we've said hello..
And gone our own ways?
Is this really me..
Behaving so impeccably?
Is this me..
Whose immediate need..
Is to press my mouth to yours?
Is this me..
Who wants to plunder your heart..
And take it for mine?
Is this the me..
Who's leaving now..
And crying bitter tears?
Is this the me..
Who would give up everything.. and more..
For you?
The me..
Who nonchalantly says "Hello" -
And casually lets yo
O That we might..
For one brief hour..
Forget that we..
Are bound apart..
And lie within each others arms..
Mouth pressed on mouth..
And heart on heart.
For just one hour..
From all our life..
To sink unchained..
Through passions deep..
And cast upon the further shore..
To lie entwined..
In tender sleep.
I worship you..
Like nights pavilion..
O vase of sadness..
O great silent one.
And love you more..
Since you escape from me..
And since you seem..
My nights sublimity.
To mock me.. and increase,
The leagues that lie..
Between my arms..
And blue immensity.
I move to attack..
Besiege.. assail..
Like eager worms..
after a funeral.
I even love..
O beast implacable..
The coldness which makes you..
More beautiful.
The scenario is always the same.
I play it over and over and..
In my bewildered and shattered mind.
And each time is like the first,
Always fresh, always brand new.
I turn hot and cold I tremble,
As I imagine it, Imagine you..
Finding me alone,
In half lit shadows.
And you..
Looking into my face
My eyes.
Finding me, and moving slowly forward,
To where I am.
And all the time,
Looking into my face my eyes.
Lifting your hands, softly holding my face,
And you leaning forward,
Leaning down to where I am.
Gently raising my face to your opening mouth,
Reaching mine, finding mine, touching mine.
And yo
The moon is full and at its height,
Send my magic on its flight,
Ethereal glow let my love flow,
To the heart of one below.
And..
Fill his soul and make it whole,
With all my love from you above,
Phantom moon of mystic night,
Fill his heart with love so bright,
Then tear from him and give to me,
His love for all eternity!
O hear my sighs and incantations,
Take away his consternation!
See my candle burning bright,
Sweet smell of incense fills the night.
See the shadow of your goddess,
And bring his love,
More love, not less!
Magical moon my heart does burn,
Watch me sway and chant and quiver
Do not turn from this shimmering
Golden and precious..
Translucent pearls of perfect love.
Each precious treasured one..
Bearing a thought..
A memory..
A pain..
A hurt..
A joy.
Conceived in my mind..
And born in my eyes.
Born in love..
Die in despair.
Silent visual agony..
Viewed the same..
Though each one different.
Mirrors of my soul.
Each one..
A declaration of love..
Bearing messages..
Of my grief.
Sensitive and fragile..
Kind and sympathetic..
Cleansing my heart..
And my soul..
Of my pain.
Delicate formations..
Born in a memory..
And.. those yet to be.
Conceived in love..
Await the consummation..
Of my heart..
With my hurt.
Each one..
A
I take my measured paces to the door.
Feeling as if I'm stepping into my hearts death.
And reaching you..
I let you in.
I glance at you..
And my mind shifts.
Is that me leaving you..
To your own devices..
After we've said hello..
And gone our own ways?
Is this really me..
Behaving so impeccably?
Is this me..
Whose immediate need..
Is to press my mouth to yours?
Is this me..
Who wants to plunder your heart..
And take it for mine?
Is this the me..
Who's leaving now..
And crying bitter tears?
Is this the me..
Who would give up everything.. and more..
For you?
The me..
Who nonchalantly says "Hello" -
And casually lets yo
O That we might..
For one brief hour..
Forget that we..
Are bound apart..
And lie within each others arms..
Mouth pressed on mouth..
And heart on heart.
For just one hour..
From all our life..
To sink unchained..
Through passions deep..
And cast upon the further shore..
To lie entwined..
In tender sleep.
I worship you..
Like nights pavilion..
O vase of sadness..
O great silent one.
And love you more..
Since you escape from me..
And since you seem..
My nights sublimity.
To mock me.. and increase,
The leagues that lie..
Between my arms..
And blue immensity.
I move to attack..
Besiege.. assail..
Like eager worms..
after a funeral.
I even love..
O beast implacable..
The coldness which makes you..
More beautiful.
To the greatest man who lived in this world to me, my father.
i awoke and opened my eyes into this strange and unfamiliar world and saw you and my mother standing beside my cot, looking up at me.
one day i opened my mouth and spoke the words "teddy" and you smiled. i Also walked on two legs one day. When mum told you, you looked proud.
the next i awoke to start my first day at school, playing with the other kids. And i told you all about it when i got home.
the next big thing was when we moved back to England, you weren't well but we looked after you.
then you and mother divorced and i only saw you once every two weeks. but that was not
Current Residence: The Inbetween deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large so I can sleep in them Favourite genre of music: A Bit Of Everything! Favourite style of art: All Genres.
Hello to friends old and new! Please feel free to browse around my gallery of favourites and modest works.
I plan to add more of my own work to this page as time goes on. It's been many years since I took up a pencil
or piece of charcoal to draw, so bear with me here!
Feel free to leave comments at anytime.
DA Love from the :flaguk: !!
Below Are Some Of My Favourite Works Of Art Here On DA, so please be sure to check out these artists! I Will Be Featuring Many More On A Regular Basis. Enjoy!
:thumb159284554: :thumb108921483: :thumb81429321: :thumb143795283: :thumb141737766: :thumb154352186: :thumb170785856: :thumb154566330: :thu
Beth finishes school tomorrow for the summer holidays and we're going away for the weekend! I hope the weather holds up as it's been lovely lately. :hug: to all my friends!! :glomp: